I guess I'm too feminine for a guy. What should I do?

I'm not saying there is no manhood in me but when it comes to my emotions, I'm too feminine so I don't know what to do. As a 24 year old guy who has still never even kissed a girl yet, I get upset everyday for hours thinking about when will that girl come who will like me for who I am. I don't know why but I'm not so crazy about getting laid with all kinds of women like other guys, I just want that 1 girl to like me for the rest of my life. Is this too feminine and abnormal for me as a guy? Should I change the way I think? Plus physically I'm not that tall (only 5'8) nor am I a strong muscular guy but I am good athletically like in Basketball yet still been called feminine by girls quite a few times. So how can I change my girly thoughts of just being desperate in wanting love from a woman?