Pls advise me about his manhood?

I just question is there anything wrong with him :/ he undressed me and made me move around the room half naked and stepping in when i was washing my xxx He ate me badly.. he also gently cuddle me, talked to me, hold my hands, hold my body, he asked me to hold his and wanted me to kiss his.. he always want me to be naked down there when there is only him around.. he is quite dirty but i like that (sorry) He is a wonderful lover except the part that he hold back,, his unit is so hard and hot and he knows m already so wet but still he hold back.. it's complicated but in fact m so scared if he enters me and he also knows about my fear.. is that the reason why? is there anything wrong with his manhood?