Please-begging for your help!?

I have seen countless professionals, tried several medicine. -Am extremely lonely, family deosnt understand -Eating disorder, self harm, suicidal thought every second, rape trauma -Paranoia, Anxiety, Delusions, Hallucinations out the roof -Imagine hurting myself and other people -Want to sleep all day. -This has all caused me to be alone Is it time to go to the hospital? How do I tell my mom? I tried, but all she said was to see what a professional says? 2 hours ago -4 days left to answer.