Please help - advice would be very helpful!?

Finding that you have some issues at an early age is good .What you do about it is most important.Your issues are carbon copies of what I went through in the beginning of my mood disorder.I was so paranoid that if I peeked out the window I would see police drive by,and no I was not taking any street drugs .Seek the attention of a doctor ,educate yourself about mood disorders,I have found that attending a support group helps the most.I found a DBSA group in my hometown.Check it out